Not sure how I feel about this anymore. I thought I was ready to leave a while back, but now, I have no idea. Maybe part of it is because I met a girl here who I keep hoping doesn’t mind a bit of distance in a relationship (also hoping that she wants a relationship but that’s something else). Considering she’ll still be in State College for a while it would have to be distance. It’s only five hours but some people don’t like any distance. To me though, I think she’d be well worth it. I went out to dinner with her last week and it was one of the most relaxing and fun nights I’ve had in a long time. She’s more like me than most people I’ve ever met and it’s awesome (she’s also gorgeous which makes it double awesome). My birthday is tomorrow and I am thinking of asking her to dinner or ice cream for it. I don’t really care about having a party for my birthday anymore, plus I have an exam Tuesday so just some nice relaxing fun with a cool girl would be all that I need.
Worst part is, I am unsure how it will workout because I don’t really know her whole stance on this matter. Guess I’ll have to ask eventually, not sure when because I suck at these things. Here’s to hoping for the best in all this as if there was anyone who could keep me coming back to state college, it would be her.
